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I am angry because I couldn’t fight..

Today I am angry again.  To my level best I try and avoid conflicts and misunderstanding.  But it’s hard to hold. I try to be nice and understanding for everyone and I don’t pick point on anything. I don’t make big issues of small things. But it’s always me who been treated like rubbish.

Why …..?? Because I let people .. I feel bad telling them off. I feel bad mentioning bad. I keep them on my head. I want to fight with anyone who thinks I’m stupid. But I can’t do it. I really really need to let my anger out .. I always choose to not be the one.  I Don’t like fighting. I don’t like arguments. I don’t like backbiting.

Want some space . Want some of my time. Want myself back. Am I being ungrateful? Yes or no. I don’t care right now. Pointless. . Yes too much.

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I am a full time mum to 1 year old girl and expecting my second one this year. I did my masters in HRM from the University of East London and have worked for 3 years. Now everything went out of the window because the only thing I want to do is to be with my princess and give her all she needs and be there for her all the time. Spending my all time with her has really inspired me to write about my experiences and new things that I have learnt and still learning day by day. The only thing I can't get hold on to is the time. So I want to put my life and my ideas in words. I'm new to blogging and I would love to have feedback.

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