Today I am angry again. To my level best I try and avoid conflicts and misunderstanding. But it’s hard to hold. I try to be nice and understanding for everyone and I don’t pick point on anything. I don’t make big issues of small things. But it’s always me who been treated like rubbish.
Why …..?? Because I let people .. I feel bad telling them off. I feel bad mentioning bad. I keep them on my head. I want to fight with anyone who thinks I’m stupid. But I can’t do it. I really really need to let my anger out .. I always choose to not be the one. I Don’t like fighting. I don’t like arguments. I don’t like backbiting.
Want some space . Want some of my time. Want myself back. Am I being ungrateful? Yes or no. I don’t care right now. Pointless. . Yes too much.